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alone as a god

by w i d o w e r

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1.
athena 04:00
so far, today took all my bones and my dying brain too far gone to say if I'll pry open my head and say sigh and let the moment slide so far away when I make it back to better days I want to stay Even though Im hitting bottom soon and you'll say "sigh, and let the moment slide"
2.
draco 03:44
at the end of the road the more you take, the more I know that "nothing lasts forever" be still, betrayed - no more
3.
slow burn 04:50
speak to me in varied patterns of speech and smile silently and quickly, please, show me the door out how long before I forget the slow burn? how long before I get sober? sing to me, we're buried under the leaves now so long, brave
4.
boleskine 03:17
5.
saw you move staring right through you so what if I'm broken down? I'm coming back new and all of these little wars won't mean anything you're soaking through all of you masks and costumes and all of our little wars won't mean a thing I'm coming up for air and the wailing
6.
old growth 05:22
I've seen tomorrow a dozen times before you're coming home to a ghost doesn't matter anymore I've seen tomorrow felt the cold in the room you're coming home to a ghost I'm trying and getting far... I tell myself as I slip again doesn't matter anymore alone as a mountain now time to settle down I've had more than I can have now time to settle down
7.
well again 03:47
I want you on the floor again I want to feel the carpet burn my skin I'm drunk and I'm a fool and I'm covered in you you could make things well again I've been starved and all the memories and vices are breaking in I saw it in my sleep again in the corner of my room please, please be you I'm drunk and I'm a fool and I still smell like you I want you everywhere and to the wolves with the rest of you I want you everywhere
8.
creep in me im nothing without I'm losing everything and loving every moment I don't know how to do anything without the help of the million little voices somewhere behind my skull just a little more... and I swear I'm done I swear it's over now weaken me stunted and terrified you smell like spring I only want you around just a little more... and I swear I'm done I swear it's over now
9.
it's never easy but always worth it I'll never leave the only way out... our hearts collide the cost, the grasp of love it's never easy but always worth it you'll never leave the only way... blood in. blood out. we've tried [to leave] before no sense anymore the sweet embrace leaves me wanting more I'm here to stay til the end of our days no place I'd rather be bleed with me
10.

credits

released May 5, 2023

all songs written by widower

widower is
matthew wright - guitars, vocals
jordan rodriguez - drums, bass, vocals

produced, engineered and mixed by mike moschetto
drums recorded by zach weeks @ god city studios
mastered by brad boatwright @ audiosiege
additional guitar on all tracks by andrew diaz
additional vocals on tracks 1,3,5,7 by shane dooley
artwork and layout by dylan sylvester
cover photo by marco cerullo
cover model is becky silva

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w i d o w e r Massachusetts

melody and aggression

post-whatever

widower consists of two former members of the disbanded post rock group, HarborLights, who were signed to deathwish inc.

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